its so hard to say "i love you" and draw back in tears. its so hard to know your not there to help me face my fears. its so hard to know the phones at reach but i cant hear your voice. its so hard to know that this time breaking up was not my choice. its so hard to see you laughing when im crying deep inside. its so hard to just find feelings and now make them hide. its so hard to live without you when i need you more than words can say, to want to scream how much i love you but hold back and not be heard. its so hard going to sleep at night when i cant dream of you. its so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new. its so hard to not start crying when i hear your favorite song. its so hard to sit and wonder, 'where did i go wrong?' its so hard to live without you. if only i had known, i will never love another, i'd rather be alone.
