Today is Mothers Day and I feel so sad. Between all my illness and disfunctional family stuff that goes on it does not help you know. Then, yea I let it get to me I came online and nothing from no one I had two friends request that was nice but nothing no comments not rates no fans nothing.
I read some stuff on here and I just do not get it why call people names and why pick on others. This is suppose to be fun but I do not get it why is everyone just not being real?
Any how my Chemo medication is making me feel sicker then I was from my illness but now just more often and different way. My hair was falling out from my disease and now its falling out from my medication.
Doctors put you on these pills that can damage your kidney or liver or both and that is very scarey.
Then, you get one thing better and something else happens or starts.
Just feeling sorry for my self today I guess who knowns or just the fact I got so much going on with my life that I sometimes feeling like I am going crazy.
Also, I been trying to find my best friend Bill Manfull or William Manfull and not had any luck with that either last he told me he was not into the internet but over the past few years I found a few things on him. But, not enough to know where to write him or call him at .
Well, any how I am off here for now I am trying to up load picture to photo casket so that if I loose my free High speed I have them loaded and it wont take so long this stuff like speedo fast.
Well, to any who read this and are mother have a very nice restful day and blessings.
Hugs
