I sent this to Carla now:
This is all I can take. Unless you can give me a good reason I haven't heard from you in almost 2 weeks - by any method, and you didn't even answer Tim ( a guy we both know online and she was real life friends with - she ignored him when he tried to message her about this on a site she was signed on to.) - It's over. How could you? I am looking elsewhere. I'll have you know you have hurt me worse than anyone ever has in my life. I really did love you - and for some crazy reason I still fucking do. Yeah, I'd take you back in a minute if I heard from you, but please, if you don't want me just tell me it's over so I can move on. If there is a good reason, I am so sorry and will still want you and make it up to you in any way I can, but if you are just playing games please stop and let me be with someone who truly will love me.
Oh man, I heard back later. Her piece of shit ex took her back to court and she felt so bad she didn't think she was good enough for me. Now I feel like shit. I asked her for forgiveness and also asked her to come down and beat the shit out of me, but she still feels she's not good enough for me. This really sucks.
