Devils Psycho Bitch's blog: "just wondering if.."

Now I dont understand something and maybe I am so hopeless that i dont deserve it but all I ever wanted on this day is to hear the words Happy mother's day from my kids dad... and once again Nothing.. always a let down.i keep putting myself in this spot. I thought we had gotten passed our past but i guess we havent. 

I understand that he is a trucker and he is normally busy but how hard is it to pick up the phone... I AM the one that is taking care of the kids and all his home business.. and not once asked for help, no money.. I am so stressed that one of these days it will end up killing me. thanks ..I just needed to vent