I figured I owed my dear and close friends an explaination as to why my family has been erased and I disappeared for a lil while. I try to make everyone happy and one way or another I hurt someone's feelings. I hate that because I love and care for all my close friends. I hold each one of you dear to my heart and I would help you out in any way, shape or form. At the same time of this drama I've also had to deal with a very sick 4 year old. She went into the doctor last Thursday with a 103 degree fever and we were told it was just due to a small ear infection. I had her back to the doctor on Monday when the fever was still spiking that high off and on. I have a fear of fevers with her because she is prone to having febrile seizures if the fever gets too bad. So after many tests on Monday I was told she had walking pneumonia and the possibility of Kawasaki Syndrome. She had blood work yesterday and that turned out negative for the syndrome but her white blood count was very low and the markers for the anti-inflammatories was very high. So she is still on medication to try and see what will stabilize it all. Throw in four college classes that I'm struggling with right now and still having to work in between taking care of my lil one and I'm wondering when I'm going to be able to breathe again!
So please just remember that if you are my close friend I love you to death and I'm sorry if I've ever hurt your feelings.