Is It The Work Of The Devil?
I sit alone at night thinking,
thinking of all my medical problems.
I wonder why I'm even alive
Why would I live through everything
that's happened to me only to be let down.
I only went through what I did
hoping I'd be a mother for my reward
for all my hard work.
I wanted to show a child how to grow
as my mom did I.
I probably would of quit fighting
a long time ago. If it wouldn't of been
for my mom.
I believed forever that God would let me bear my own child,
if I did all those surgeries.
I guess God works in different ways
Maybe it's for the best that I don't carry a child
When the time comes for me to help a child
God will bring me to them
and if I'm meant to be their parent
God will have that happen also
So is it the work of the Devil?
Or a blessing from God?
By: Scrappy
Date: November 12,1999
