Tears in Silence
I put on makeup to make me feel pretty,
Even though I know it won't help.
I buy nice clothes to make me look pretty,
That I find out doesn't' work either.
I wear a smile for the whole world to see
While in Silence I'm dying.
I'm lost and confused
I'm wondering is there anyone
in this world who could help me?
I've felt apart from this world
for so long
I don't feel like could ever
be part of it again
I know I'm happy around people but,
while alone in my room
I'm contemplating death,
I sit and cry in my heart in silence
I want this pain and confusion to end
I don't think it ever will
I kiss guys and tell them I want marriage,
while in my mind I'm thinking
that this will change everything in my life
Than I realize I can't do this anymore.
I've gone through so much
I don't need to put a guy through this
or anyone else.
So I cry in silence
No one can ever help me
feel like I'm worth it, Can they?
Til then I'll cry my
Tears in Silence.
By Scrappy
Date: February 8,2000
Age:18
