I want to see something special,
When I look into my soul.
I want to see a spark so bright,
it could warm all that is cold.
I wanna hold something pure,
When I reach into my heart.
I want to posses a child's trust,
innocent from the start.
I want to find the answers,
When I dive into my mind.
I want to knowawareness well,
and grow with it in time.
But when I look into my soul,
I see this flame, dim and old.
And when I reach into my heart,
I hold trust and love apart,
And when I dive into my mind,
I know denail has been too kind.
So I fan the dying fire,
Will not let myself expire.
So I replace the broken trust,
let the actions say so much.
So I find a place and wait,
and hope it's not too late,
to use all that I've learned,
and claim some peace I've earned....