~ MY POETRY ~

" An Unspoken Emotion"

As you slept and dreamed a dream
of far away places and of other lands
Perhaps another life ago I knew you then
for I felt closeness
Before ever becoming friends

I think of you this night
And speak your name in soft whispers
I wonder, do you hear
Do you know
The mark you have placed upon my soul

The bridges between us though vast
Seem not to matter, we seem to have stopped all time
As we take steps closer each day
To solve the mysteries
Our emotions become unspoken yet defined

I close off the rest I know, to be with you
In hours that seem like moments once done
Already anticipating the risings and settings of the moon and sun
Of all that is between us and all that is to come
My regret is only, one

Feeling your presence with me each second you are even gone
I hold back words even now
Cleverly chosen and masked as in a masquerade
We dance the dance
Maybe even dream the same dream

I asked you once if you heard or felt me near
I asked because I feared you really may hear
What happens in life when one runs fast and another walks slow
Eventually the two shall meet and then both will know
Two souls who stand so close become entwined
as the story is told

I ask myself perpetual questions why
This frienship has affected so deep within my soul
As yet the answer is unknown yet some how known
I weave a spell to what discourse I do not know
But yet I must for in the stars it was told

So as I go to sleep this hour I watch, I wait, I listen
I continue asking why
" Follow your heart" once spoken to me, now is recalled
" I am" I reply as I search to render
The unspoken emotion......



" Feels Like Home"

I could cry,
Sandpaper tears that scratch the scars
and burn through my soul.
While innocence,
has turned to faded memories of the world.
I see itnow
beyond the naked steel bars
that have captured me.

The warmest touch,
feels cold with ripping pain and truthless love
I cannot see what is real.
Numbed by the voice,
Screaming in my brain; it's taken all.
I can't escape,
it's grip is more than i can bear.

A darkened call.
Unmistakably frightening; though I am drawn,
empowered by it is all I know.
Rendering me helpless,
this rebirth of sin...
It must be home!!!!!!!