There are 24 hours
365 days
31,446,925.9936 seconds
That is so very very long to hate
So much time spent comtemplating self-loathing
So much fear
So many mistakes can be made with so much time
My errors have run the gambit
My course seems set toward self destruction
There must be some way out of this cycle
This endless loop I've put myself in
Is suicide the answer?
If so, whats the question?
I'm so scared of being alone
Why do I push so hard to stay that way?
What am I so afraid of?
I fear myself...
