I'm stuck in my mind.. like i want to just say why should i bother but then i'm like i want to stay and try harder.. my mind is always a fighting battle .. I got a lot of love by why am i fighting myself for the feelings that i have inside me.. i miss her yes.. do i miss the bullshit.. no but i miss her. after all that i have gone through.. why would i want to miss her.. all the questions sit inside my head and nothing ever seems to get answered.. the most i ever hear is .. i'm sorry .. ok cool but it don't ever answer the things i want to know.. oh well i guess i just sit and think of other things in my live.