In my memories, always.
Jordan Tay
26/4/83 - 4/5/08
You disturbed me when we were young and ignorant
we fell in love unknowingly
short but sweet
it was memories for me
i couldnt find a reason why i got mad
because nothing u did ever made me mad
all these years we lost contact,
and we gained it back
We've drifted apart so many times
but each other the friendship becomes stronger
you've grown so much thru the years
no longer the boy who goes around disturbing others or playing prank
now a responsible man who's standing with the Lord
Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
- Mary Elizabeth Frye
As i press the rewind button,
to the days after school, the void decks, the pictures
A smile you'll always greet me,
a tease I'll always get...
Always a start for a funfilled evening,
a supper at times at the end...
A bunch of nonsensical people,
that I love & will never regret...
A friend I found in you
a man I would never forget...
Years may have passed,
our lives may have changed...
But the memory will never be forgotten,
of the smile you always put on my face...
You've taught me love that is pure, selfless and unconditional
You've given me the best gift as a soul mate
that many will spend their whole lives searching for
You've left nothing but the best memories
that i've ever had and until we meet again
you will forever live in me....
i know u'll be watching over all of us.
i know you'll be watching over me
and i truly truly regret not picking the last call you made
or even making time for you
Thank you for all the memories.
Thank you for all the advice.
Thank you for all the nights you kept me company.
Thank you for listening to me when I needed someone to talk too.
You were more than just a friend.
You were loved and you will be sorely missed.
I'm so sorry i couldnt bring myself to see the last of you
I was in denial
I wasnt sure what i would have done if it was really you
My heart aches and it still does
You always told me "Jo.. i never want you to cry for me, even when i die."
and u'll always laugh at the end of the sentence
and my reply will always be "why would i want to cry for u? crazy!"
and we'll always be laughing
but i always snuggle up to you cheekily and always tell you
"i promise i'll nvr shed a tear for u in my life"
I'm not as strong as you think i am.
I'm trying, baby.. i am
I love you, always will.
With Love and Regrets,
Jo
31/08/09
