Well I left Josh. Shit went down and that's about all i'm gonna say. I'm slowly breaking down. I don't know why and how he can do this to the kids. Why he would just want to throw 2 years down the drain. I'm personally sick of the verbal abuse. I'm useless and a freeloader to him. So I'm moving on and gonna show him I don't need him like he thinks I do. I'm not doing it for him. I'm doing it for the kids and myself. Things are so great when we aren't fighting but as soon as an argument starts then it's down to name calling and petty shit that I don't need. I really need my friends to stick by me and give me all the support they can. This is so hard right now. The kids don't even know what's going on. Bridget's smart enough to know but she doesnt. She keeps complaining that she wants to go home to her room and her toys and stuff and I just hate to tell her that she can't. It breaks my heart knowing these kids are now without a dad. Especially bridget. As you sould know Bridget is from a previous realtionship and is not josh's daughter. She's been moved around since she was born and never had a stable home and now it's back to moving her around again. I'm sick of it. How could he do this. Sorry for the randomness. If you need more detail feel free to ask. I'm open to anything. Here's a video for you by a great artist called Duffy.
