the pain is constant my nerves wear thin,
cant even muster the frame of mind to let myself grin,
No happy momments its all gotten so lost,
feeling colder each day like the winter frost,
I want to be ok i want to work this out,
but everytime i speak these words come steadily out your mouth,
neglecting all responsibility for actions taken present and past,
mixing up priorities making what should be first last,
it isnt fair to those around you no matter what you say,
I live my life looking out for you day after fuckin day,
I cant understand whats going through your head,
waisting time destroying things spendin up the bread,
I just wonder to myself if you really wanna be here,
if its even me myself that you wanna really keep near,
Ive been trying so hard to do right and not faulter,
but the problems keep mounting as this wall keeps gettin taller,
its so high now that it touches each and every cloud,
and the voice in my head is screaming so loud,
just give up and let it be its no longer worth it to pursue,
things will never get right you know this shit is true,
maybe its right and my conscience is really seeing the truth,
because I feel worse after every call i make from that stupid phone booth,
no issues ever get solved all we do is insult each other,
we act as enemies do forgetting we were once lovers,
its hard to remember when things were good and noone had complaints,
when taking care was 2 sided and there were so many less restraints,
I am so tired.. so beaten I dont know what I can say,
accept look at what is here before you wish it all away.
