well i can't find you, and it took me so long to do so. if something happened to you id have no way of knowing. i can't get ahold of you because i don't know where you are. I hope the fact is that you were having fun and safe. But I don't know. i love you so much I'm tired of not having a way to get ahold of you so i don't know what the hell is going on. I don't like worrying. it hurts.