Yes, last time I checked I weighed 170 pounds. I can't even remember last time I weighed that much. I keep losing weight, and that makes me so happy. At my highest, I was at 220. I vow never to weigh that much again-- ever. I was always happy to just get to 175, so you have no idea how happy I was to see 170 on the scale. My next goal is 165, then 160. I know that I can do it. Josh said that he will start taking me to the gym in the afternoon, because there aren't that many people there at that time. I asked him if he would stay near me until I am comfertable to be by myself, and he said that he would. I said that on the days that he goes to school, and his brother isn't home that I will do either my hip hop dance or my belly dancing videos that he bought me awhile back. If my legs hurt, I told him I won't go to the gym, so I can't really set days to go until about the day before. So, that's good. I hope that next time I weight myself either I am still at 170, or I lost a pound or 2, that would make me very happy. Oh, and we are going to save up for a tredmill, too. ^_^
We talked about me painting, and he said that when we get our house, I can paint a sunset on our bed room wall. Like, an African sunset. That made me smile, because I really like to paint.
I've been reading more articles lately, and Josh likes that. I've been talking to him about what I have been reading, and wouldn't you know it, I actually find the things that I read (and what read together) somewhat interesting. I understand what we are reading together, and my slight stutter is going away. I really appritiate him not correcting me everytime I have to try to pronounce a word a few times. He used to jump to tell me how to pronounce it after I got it wrong the first time, but he lets me try a few times now, or until I ask him how to say it. It makes me feel better when I get it right without his help. I think that it builds my reading confidence! I don't know, but it makes me happy.
What else?
I forgot what else I really wanted to write, so whatever.
I took a bath, and got a bad headache, so I took something for it. Big mistake. It made me feel like I was going to throw up-- after making me feel like I had finished a joint by myself. I layed down and fell asleep, and now I'm better. After I am done with this, and reading my e-mails, we are going to bed. I don't want to keep going to bed at almost 4 in the morning. I dislike doing that now, odd as that is for me. I still don't like getting up before 9:30, though, so I try not to, but some days I'm awake at around 8, that's usually when Josh goes to the gym first thing in the morning, though. So, he probably thinks that I am just saying that. I'm not.
He's drawing me right now, so I am going to check my e-mails, and read the articles that he sent me.
I love you.
Brittiny
