im afraid
of leavin my security net
of losing touch with my fam
of things not working out
of getting told "i told u so"
of missing my nephews and niece grow up
of your family not liking me
of loving anyone
of moving to another state
of losing everything i worked hard for
of having to look for another job
of not having any money
of not being the person u want
of having to come back if things dont work out
of losing the love i already have
of being a WIFE
of being a MOTHER
of not being able to handle it
of having to do it alone
of only being a toy
of being used for one thing
of getting myself into something i cant get out of
of lying to anyone about anything
of losing the one thing i can count on
of losing all my friends
of just being me not what people want me to be
I DONT WANT TO BE AFRAID!!
