If I seem out of touch to you all, well I am off my game. For those of you who know me and talk to me the most, you know about my son Noah and all that we have been going through with him. Noah has been sick off and on since January of this year. Something wrong with his stomach. As of this posting, we still have no answers. Poor Noah has been through alot of tests, with probably alot more on the way. We were at Urgent Care for about 3 hrs. today, with more tests that revealed nothing. He suffered through some indignities that I would have hated. Took it like a champ though. A couple of you even know of the "other" problem he's having, but I won't mention here. This whole thing has me very stressed out, and Noah too. I feel very inadequate as a parent right now because I can't offer him any "magic" to take away his pain and distress. I've had many crying bouts I've kept to myself so he wouldn't see me upset. I have to be the strong one here. So to those who know what Noah and I have been going through, thank you sooooo much for you kind words, caring, your prayers, suggestions, all of it. And for putting up with me when I tend to lash out for no good reason. You haven't turned your backs on me and I appreciate that more than words can say. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. So when I seem crabby, irritated, short tempered, sad, depressed, know that I really appreciate you being there for me and listening to me. You are the real meaning of the word FRIEND. I love you guys!! Thank you.
