For those who've read my blogs and have talked with me, here's the latest update. As some of you know, at the beginning of this year, my son started having mysterious stomach ailments. His Dr. put him through alot of tests to find out the cause of his pain. After several months we thought we had finally figured out the problem. In May of this year, my son went through a minor surgery. The surgery went fine and he was given a clean bill of health. Or so we thought. Wasn't long after his surgery he started having the same symptoms all over again. I can't tell you how upsetting this was to us. Very upsetting for my baby. He went through some more testing and more exams recently. I got a call from his Dr. at the beginning of this past week informing me they would like to do additional testing to see if he has Crohns' Disease. My heart fell into the bottom of my stomach. I know what this disease does to adults and the thought of my baby having this terrifies me. I've been on edge all week long and have walked around with tears in my eyes since then too. I wanted to share this news with a special person in my life, but this person chose to turn their back on me so I can't. Even more upsetting. I haven't said anything to my son yet. It's now Halloween and I want him to fully enjoy it without worrying what's going to happen to him. I haven't heard back yet from the Dr. as to when they want to do the additional testing on him. So I sit and wait....
I needed to share this with someone and as crazy as some might think, I chose to share this news with my friends here on FuBar. I've met some really wonderful people here and have become close to them. I'm not very close with my family so here I am. I know I've been angry, distant, moody, just in general a bitch lately and I apologize to any and all that I may have upset here. Too much on my mind to deal with lately. Please forgive me. And please...if you have a moment...say a prayer for my baby, my son. He's my whole world. Without him, I am nothing, I have nothing.
