PROUD AMERICAN's blog: "Go ahead make my day"

                                                                    If I Only Knew

   Looking out , on an open field

   hoping to catch a glance,

   wishing you were just over the horizon,

   and maybe give me one more chance.

   I wish I knew then,

   what I know now

   and that I was wrong,

   I don't know how

   I let it go this far

   and how I let it go on

   for so long.

   Why does it have to hurt so bad,

   to use the love you once had,

   and if it's possible to go back to the day

   when all that you loved simply got up

   and just walked away.

   I wish I knew then, what I know now,

   and that is to never play with someones heart

   If I knew that in the first place, today we would'nt

   be apart.

    If I could've done something

    in the first place, I should've

    done it from the start,

    instead of offering you empty

    promises I should've offered you

    my Heart.