oh fuck.
a moment of clarity.
forgot who the fuck i was for a second.
i'm not that weak. but i am this spiteful. fuck 'em. fuck 'em all. sure, i have nothing to hold onto. nothing to cling do as i drown in this sea of assholes, but that's why. that is the reason for everything. to spite them. to hurt them as much as they hurt me.
sure, a part of me wants to give up, as much as the next man. but ... my god. how could i be so fucking weak and retarded and fucking silly? i'm pathetic. but now... now it's time to set the world on fire. Time to burn them alive. The change is coming. I feel it. Now is my time. They're not worth this. No one who leaves is. If they're that fucking gladhanded, fuck 'em. If they only want to be around through the good days, then they don't deserve the bad days. the days i need them. i don't need them, though. i don't need anyone. i'm all i have. i'm all i need. Fuck Them. Up the ass with a big rubber dick. They're not worth the fucking time of day. How could I be so goddamned dumb?
Because you're an idiot.
I can be. but what human can't be? if they can't be, they need to be executed in the town square.
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People are fucked. They really are a worthless fucking lot, i swear to Gaia. It's like all they give a fuck about is the superficiality, and i don't need that bullshit.
but no. this is not over some cunt. this is not over her. it has nothing to dow ith ehr. well, it does, but only like the penis is a secondary sex characteristic.
but i will say this... 10k mg of tylenol pm will get you good and high.
there's pressure in my sinuses, as a causation i'm sure. but no idea. don't care. but i do know. i feel like my old bony self-again. wow. jack is a whiney cunt by the by. just like luke skywalker. oh whoa is mea.
and no, i don't want anyone's fucking sympathy. it's too false. especially on a cluster fuck like this website. these people don't care. pro'ly don't even csre about themselves. but that's neiither here nor there. no one person is worth a damn thing. 'cause my "friends", they'll always leave sooner of later. mmight as well use and abuse them as much as possible before they can and kill offf those emotions.
wow. i can't see straighr. later.
