I got lost in the moment
It was all a lie
He looked me in the face
And I wanted to cry
I'm not the one he dreams of
It's another he wants
It's happened before
I'm not the one he wants
I can't cry about it
Though I want to badly
The tears well up
But my heart says he doesn't deserve them
He gave me smiles
All awhile
I was in denial
Because he was so sweet
He compared
And contrasted
Mixed his words to be
Inspiration
It showed clearly I wasn't what he expected
He thought it was helpful
And all it did was hurt
I think I misspoke and said all the wrong words
I may have overreacted
Who would know?
He's probably crying
Because he doesn't know
I picked him over the other
Gave him my heart
I was stupid
From the start
I should have been cautious
I lived to free
It was my mistake
From go
What to do now?
I apologize for my words
And hope he forgives
Or walk away now
So I don't get hurt
