WHT Q VG K KG's blog: "i want a cowboy"

do you trust the things i say or do you think im here to play bottom line for me is this your friendship is what id truly miss do you know just what i see in you can you tell my words to you are true just look inside and close youre eyes my heart n soul not disguised i close my eyes and think of you the friend the son in all you do loyality given to those who earn never shut down and always learn the devotion emotion in all that you do to family and friends a soul that is true thinkin of others and not just of you all of this i already knew one look in your eyes i can feel all of youre pain i see all the clouds and all that sad rain but i also look deeper and just see the soul knowing you want your life to feel whole i see all the jokes the wall that you place to hide the fear and pain on your face i know that no matter what you feel inside that humor those jokes all of it hides i wish you could see the way i see you to know that some people to you can be true always the giver not one to take the fixer the listner the best friend you make never doubting your ability to help those in need even when themselves use you with greed a soul full of warmth and compassion i see a soul full of love in need to be free

some times i wonder when i look n your eyes theres a feeling i get that just cant describe its a feeling so strong that i can't fight back when i look in to your eyes i see the love that you have the feeling that you have the pain you have when i looking into your eyes i see the rose that you have become the lady that i have become that is what i see the change is what i see in your eyes so now i see i can descibe the feeling i have when i look into your eyes that is what i see .. i see the love that we have and you see the jealous that i have but then you have the jealous to . so that is what i see in your eyes i see that we should be together then we well look in to each other eyes .. and see the love we have for one other.. done by chrisitne knouse .

I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness. done by christine

PARTNERS IN LIFE !!!THERE IS A LOVE THAT LIVES IN MY HEARTIT HAS NEVER LIVED THERE BEFOREIT HAS STEMED FROM A WOMAN WHO WITH ALL MY SOUL I ADOREA LOVE SO PURE SO STRONG AND REALNOW I SEE HOW LOVIN SOMEONE IS SUCH A BIG DEALYOU ARE SUCH A PART OF ME THERE HAS NEVER BEEN SUCH A DAYWHEN I HAVE EVER FELT SUCH JOY AND LOVE MIKE YOU ARE THE ONE I TRULY LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART MY SOUL MY LIFEI HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL BECOME MY WIFEI PLEDGE TO YOU THIS VERY DAYI WILL NEVER EVER STRAY AWAYI WILL BE YOUR SHADOW AND THE WHISPERS U HEAR I COULD NEVER IMAGINE A LIFE WITHOUT U MY DEAR SO PLEASE REMEMBER WHEN THINGS GET HARD AND MILES AND MILES SEPERATE US YOU AND I ARE MEANT TO BE THAT I AM SO SO SURE OF..SO TAKE MY HEART MY MIND MY SOUL AND HOLD IT VERY CLOSE TO YOUR OWN WILL SOAR SO HIGH SO LONG NOTHING OR NOBODY COULD EVER BRING HARM THE PAST IS WATER UNDER A BRIDGEIT FELT AS THOUGH WE WERE TRAPPED ON A RIDGE I AM HERE NOW AND WILL ALWAYS BEFORE THE WATER AND BRIDGE NO LONGER HAVE INTRAPPED ME LETS BUILD NEW BRIDGES TO CROSS TO A LIFE ..WHERE WE BRING JOY LOVE AND HAPPINESS JUST PARTNERS IN LIFE done by Christine

Lying beside you in your bed Cuddling,Kissing, Caressing our souls Our Bodies unite, our passion soars Minutes race, I want time to freeze Oh my love! I want to please! With sweet pleasure our bodies ache It's now time to have a break Sleep honey! I'll hold you tight I'll watch over you throughout the night Christine

How can I take the tear away that's forming in your eye ? How can I ease the worry from your sad and mournful sigh ? How can I prove my love for you to calm your troubled heart ? How can I hold you close when we are so far apart ? How can I purge the doubting long before it settles in ? How can I show it's 'what WILL be' and not 'what MIGHT have been' ? How can I wrap my heart 'round yours for it to feel so safe and sound ? How can I make you believe that it's REAL what we have found ? How can I show you all my dreams and how they centre around you ? How can I make my words convince that every one of them is true ? How can I prove this wondrous bond that nothing and no-one can sever ? I can only pledge, my precious love, that WE will be forever .... love (christine)

You are the one that I have chosen To spend my life with To love honor and cherish To smile at and hug and kiss You are the one that I have chosen From beginning to end To be my companion and my lover My soul mate and my best friend You are the one that I have chosen "Till death do us part" To you I give my mind My body my soul my heart You are the one that I have chosen For all eternity I love you very much Because you complete me You are the one that I have chosen... done by (christine)

I can’t believe the way you actually make me feel, You make me so happy that I can’t believe it is real, All the times when we talk you make me have a huge smile, When we stop talking I still think of you for a long while, I wish we could get closer because you make me feel great, You make me smile early in the day and until it gets late, It’s the things you say to me and the special looks on your face, Since you make me so happy I have put you in a special place, That place is my heart and there you will always be known, I can’t wait until I talk to you on the computer or the phone, You can make me smile from the way you walk or stand, It’s the little things you do; I don’t know if you understand, You are so sweet and beautiful I don’t believe your real, I have to thank you for it all and that’s how you make me feel! _done by (christine

the day was here when you learn the ture and the day you get hurt . when the day comes you lose love . and you become the lonely one that you was before you became before love came in your heart that day . so now you are hurt and crying . then you remember the days that you was before the day . those day was the wild life . but you will never change because people will not let you change so the day you was the bad person you will always stay that way . because you are a person that will never change so live the days getting old and alone . the day will come to die . then the end of the day is here and gone . good bye . done but christine