I sit here tonight, crying again.... I can't believe it has been almost 2 months since she died... I have even gotten myself a new puppy... But it isn't any better. I miss Sissy... I miss her so much! Last weekend I went camping. Took my two yorkies boomer and jewelie and my new Belgian Sheepdog, Gypsy. As I was coming into the campground I was overwhelmed with tears. I always took Sissy with me camping there and the last time I had been there she was right there with me. I miss the look in her eyes when she looked at me. I could literally feel how much she loved me! I picked up her ashes a few weeks ago. That was another day where I felt like I was living her death all over again.... This HURTS! I miss my dog! I understand nothing lives forever, but neverless I still want her back with me.
