Why is it when I thought that everything is going as planned, suddening backfire? I guess that I don't have much to do with it, but deal with it on my own. It hurts to even think of what the people that I'm close to are going to think. They may ask me, What is wrong? At first I may make up an excuse, but then tears will start to fall. Then finally, everything is let loose. All of frustration and my pain is shown. Some may understand, some won't care, and others will get mad and yell at me. I wish I could just run away from my problems, but I can't. So I'm stuck in a world on my own in my own terms. It may seem to be no big deal, but to me.. it is.
