I'll learn
You couldnt keep your promise,
I guess it was to much to ask.
If only you really loved me
It wouldnt be such a hard task.
Its so hard to talk to you
Without feeling this sharp pain.
It feels as though a storms brewing in me
Like clouds needing to burst their rain.
That rain is my tears
Its a hard thing to admit.
Im still not over you,
But i guess we just didnt fit.
My load was very heavy
But you helped me give some away.
It wasnt hard to carry then
As i walked with you each day.
But now that you have left me
Alone on this darkened road,
Everythings become heavier
I now struggle with my load.
Im sure that i'll be fine
In the days yet to come.
I'll show you that i can forgive you,
And i'll learn to have some fun.
Lindsey Johnson