tinkerbell please rate me fan me then ad...'s blog: "my thoughts"

hurt again scared that you'll leave me but afraid this time i won't be okay. about to cry cause the person i loved went away then i gave you my heart an now i hear your gonna go away. trying to hold on to my life already but if you leave i'll just let my self die an be gone an never be okay again.. trying to love you but i'm scared too. trying to keep my emotions from showing this time. trying to run away from my life not wanting to get hurt again especially not with you. i should break it off now before i get in to deep an instead of letting go you hurt me. sorry i led you on baby but i can't get hurt again

but i tried to get him to stay but he left anyway. i cried but there was noone there to wipe my tears away. i fell but noone caught me this time. i laided down thinkin he was there but looked over an seen noone there. love that i lost that i thought would never go away i lost because my words were just to late. i need him but hes gone i broke the promise i once made but he also did the same. when i cry noone sees me because i only cry on the inside because i'm afraid hes not okay.

for tears for tears. blood for blood. your life for mine i will always love you i shall til the end of time. when your sad an feelin down you can come to me like i do when i'm sad i come to you. i love yous in exchange for you love me. life for death mine for yours. i'll love you til the end of time plus even more. love for love hurt for pain brokin hearted for happiness in exchange. i hate you an i'm sorries have been said. i just miss you do you miss me too. betrayal an hurt broken hearts an pain. kisses an hugs for your love. i just want you to love me like i love you. tears i shed for things you did you broke a promise along with my trust again. i told you i'll always care an you said you would always be there. love was lost for the wrong cause an this time is wasn't my fault...

lyrics i need some one to help me help me heel these wounds they've been open for way to long help me feel this soul even though this is not your fault that i'm open that i'm bleedin all over your brand new rug an i need someone to help me sew them i need someone to help me feel them i need someone to help me close them up. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care to much an my scars remind me that the past is real i tear my heart open ust to feel. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care You're mother's gone and your father hits you This pain you cannot bear. But we all bleed the same way as you do And we all have the same things to go through. Hold on if you feel like letting go Hold on it gets better than you know. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- these lyrics go out to all the cutters an this is some advice i use to be a cutter an i found out life does get better i have a abusive family my parents are divorced an my world is falling apart but i'm holding on to what i can i stopped hurting myself for things that i didn't cause. whether i know you or not i wish you wouldn't cut its a bad habit an it leaves scars you will regret i've attempted suicide 4 times an almost succeeded 3 out of 4 but now i realize i have so many people who do care about me an even if you don't know it you have people lookin out for you to an people do care about you. just make the right choice in life live life to the best you can don't take it for granted an love comes an goes don't hurt yourself over a simple human theres thousands of them out there you might end up with your perfect someone one day...

Missing You : i've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go you're the reason for my sleepless nights coz you keep stayin' on my mind i can't help myself from crying coz i'm missing you so much all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind i miss you so much coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you my life will never be the same again now that you're gone i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again.... I thought this was a letter I would never have to write, I hoped my tongue was something I could bite. I've realized its just something I cannot do, Here are my feelings, just a few. First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time, You told me the same, then left me, what a crime. Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind, Your love is with someone else now, what a bind. I'm so jealous, he's the luckiest guy I know, I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go. The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain, even after almost 2 years, everyday my heart feels the pain. Will we ever be together again, i say as I sob and mope as each day passes, I lose a little more hope. I'll always LOVE you Amanda hold these words true Don't hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do. My heart is broken in so many a part, Do I still have a place in your heart?....broken heart

The Impossible Dream The impossible dream is an untouchable dream For those too foolish to try. The greatest temptations, are wasted sensations When pushed to the back of the mind We'll all end up at the stream of dreams The river that keeps us from where we wish to roam. The foolish man will slowly turn and walk away While the wise man looks for a stepping stone.

The Healing Heart Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

What A Life, What A Girl!? by Pymp4evr A young relationship can never last long, To get through some days, you must be strong. Should have listened to the words my friends gave me, Too late, puppy love got a grip of my heart and raped me. I still like her and wish it would get through, I screwed, so what, whatcha gonna do. You know what they say, opposites attract, Too bad with same minds no time to react. Too much in common with too little time, Sitting here wishing you'd still be mine. If I'd have waited just a little bit longer, The relationship would grow, friendship be stronger. Never realize the precious time that love takes, Cause the puppy inside me ain't ready for heart break. Time heals all, through the best and the worst, Even when laid out, toes up, in a hearse. Sometimes I feel stupid even when not my fault, Cause still intact, though beat up is my heart. When you melt pure gold, it's as gold as ever, When you break a heart, it's broken forever. Time comes in relationships to never say never, Cause in my heart you'll live forever and ever.

don't break my heart darkness and hello my dear there's something i have to say lean in close, lend me your ear please don't try to run away you have something that is mine you took it all, not just part it was very close to me, now it's gone that's right love, you took my heart If your good you can keep it if you're not, i'll take it away please try not to stain it I want to use it again someday darkness and hello desire please keep my heart safe my love for you will never tire and yours for me will not erase So lock my heart up tight make sure no one can take it Don't let it out of sight love, please try not to break it everynight you steal my dreams every moment, every part the leading role in all the scenes so break a leg love, not my heart

be my own it started out this way we had some fun time you came and told me it could never be the same now i can't even reclaim what was mine all i wanted was, all i needed was you to be my own now i can't even look at your face it'll never be the same we never got our chance you gave her all of them now she will try to replace what i had put there in the first place all i needed was just one chance i would've had you for my own we lost our time together you got annoyed by me wanting you now you left without a trace as to where you went i'm missing you but i hope you don't try to come back come crawling back i could never mind for this is you you don't have dignity this is why i love and hate you