I have to make a choise, do I stay in this bumkin small one hourse town or move to the big city? I am farmiler with where I am living now however I am not farmilar with the city at all. and I hate change but somtimes change is good right? my maneger at one of my jobs told me today she would give me a good reffernce that I was counting on yet I'm also very greatfull for. I still have to ask my other boss. I don't know though I really don't. I mean I don't have much of a life right now, working 7 days a week and I can't even aford to live here little own live in a huge city like ottawa. I hope I won't have to work around the clock doing 3 or 4 jobs a day. it would not be worth it at all. I just don't know. I need to make my mind up soon though.
