I hurt you with my lies
I hurt myself wit them too
I caused you pain with my distance
My pain I try to deny
I ask for your forgiveness in which I do not receive
I am disgusted with myself for not being truthful with you
Why did I have to lie?
You gave me no reason not to trust you yet I doubted every move you made
In the end you hated me
I still hated myself more
I pushed you away and in reality all I ever wanted was you
Your love was everything to me and all I did was throw it away
We always kill the best things in our lives
You were the best in mine.
I caused you pain still to scared to admit it’s all my fault for your sorrows
Ashamed of the choices I made with you
Once we were inseparable now the distance between us in unbelievable
I can’t believe I let it go so far how I thought it would never come to your ears
For you to hear the truth in which I tried so hard to hide from you for so many years
Now it t makes no difference you look at me with disgust and I don’t blame you
I caused you pain in which you did not deserve for this I am truly sorry...
I wanted to give you happiness and in return I have gave you nothing but pain
