That voice - that whispers in your mind's ear
That nagging voice you don't want to hear
It tells you to let go, tells you to withdraw
Demanding 'stop hanging on, no last straw'
You know it is time to move on, let him go
Crumble in solitude and drowning in sorrow
I have let him go, my heart is quite numb
My mind is kicking me for being so dumb
I gave him all and I knew it was not enough
True love we have found but timing was rough
Signs long ago given, ignored in fear
Finally realising, the time is here
I love him always, my heart is his to keep
Even now, writing, I break down and weep
He showed me what it is to be loved so intense
At this moment, against this much pain I have no defence
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I weep for the time we have never had
I weep that I could not make him a dad
I weep for the loss of my beautiful man
I weep at the cruelty of lifes plan
©dutch2lips 
