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Dutch2lips's blog: "Poetry"

created on 10/17/2007  |  http://fubar.com/poetry/b142678

Missing you




My heartbeats echo
bouncing off the walls
the sounds are static
your name it calls

It's only silenced
with your voice
fact of life
no free choice

this bitter/sweet love
consuming us both
next lifetime is ours
.................



©dutchlips
06/15/08

Geisha

Geisha girl carla My face is painted the snowiest of white Enhancing my features for my Lords delight Black and crimson are my eyes and brows Expressing more then nature allows My lips are painted in a heart-like shape Crimson to lure eyes, there is no escape Dancing in my silks around my Lord My scented fans are not to be ignored Enticing his Lordship with all my charms Hoping at night he will take me in his arms I would let my passion and my learning's Kindle his fire and heighten his yearnings Kama Sutra I know but in Japanese I have learned it all. I serve to please The art of bathing and massaging too Dressed in silk so thin you can see through Which ever way his wishes lead I will grant and fulfill his very need His drinks I serve but more important his tea This beverage he will only drink from me The ceremony to make this very special Is designed to be quite celestial My whisk and tea scoop are at hand The bowl I use to prepare as planned First the three stand straight in line Then I cleanse them with silk so fine The tea crushed into powdered form I put in the bowl that cherries adorn A drop of water is added to the bowl Whisking quick, a smooth paste is my goal Poring boiling water onto the paste Stirring light, careful not to waste Bowing deep I hold the bowl up Waiting for his Lordship to grasp the cup Grateful that he drinks his Oolong tea Made specially for him by his Geisha, me ©dutch2lips

Random thought











Roses are red

Violets are blue

It's only home

when you are here too.









©dutch2lips 06/06/08

my safe place

having physical issues, i detain having mental issues, i refrain the time i would allow an embrace can only be in my secluded space heat surrounding, touching my skin warming my soul, deep within cooling when my drifts are too much sparing me from any human touch the one place i feel safe, secure no words needed, nothing obscure embracing me without any dread loving wet kisses from my .......... showerhead ©dutch2lips may 1st 2008

Aftermath of suicide

Having understanding sometimes helps but for most of the time it means nothing To have dreams of ending the pain, of the suffering of ones mind and heart Finally terminating life seems to be euphoria for those that suffer depression When does pain become so overbearing that one cannot notice the frustration, the sadness and sense of loss in their friends? When does pain and suffering for others turn around in egotistical tendancies? Yes, friend, I love you, but .......... but ............. I cannot live anymore I cannot cope anymore So, do not be sad (is that sarcastic?) do not miss me (yea right!) do not cry (first you allow me to love you and then you take it away?) And then it is there, you took your pills cut the life line and left this earth left me ...... your so called sister, friend left me behind, bewildered, totally frustrated for what could I do? What could I do from the other side of the world? Mere words are not enough They cannot reach the pain in your heart Yet were strong enough to make me love you Strong enough to make me care for you Yet totally insufficient in helping you And now, in the aftermath I am here alone, frustrated, sad, mad, angry and another heap of pain to manage in my heart because you opted out you made me love you and then showed me my love is not enough which leaves me ....... where? Bewildered and confused the doubt start am I then not capable of giving love? I was incapable of helping you, was I not? doubt creeping in, I failed you did I not? Maybe I should end this suffering the same way But I cannot. Because of those that love me I cannot inflict such horrendous pain to them I cannot turn a blind's eye to those I have created So I plod on, now doubled over a bit more for the weight of your loss is heavy and one I shall carry to my end The natural way ©dutch2lips dec 11 2006

Searching

searching on the internet opens up a world complete coverage of life from idea to creation development flows calculated one can be one with the world or with a chance meeting or meet your soulmate out of context and not ment to be but through the miracle of internet reaching out through words instant response to utterances even sound, vision is able almost replacing mankind almost when one lacks the pleasure of one of the senses others grow stronger to compensate when one lacks the sense of taste colour and shape shall appeal more why is it then when lacking the sense of touch you crumble give up fade away hurt more? everytime every day I will be here, online searching the internet for a word from him ©dutch2lips jan 30 '08

Self destruction

I am in dire need of life's air I find myself holding my breath Incapable to do much more then stare Secretly longing for rest, for death Old moldy tentacles creep in my mind Plucking at carefully hidden secrets Revealing each dark niche that they find uncovering pain and my deepest regrets Physical pain in my chest is growing Mental anguish still throbbing strong Slowly my breakdown starts showing Things are going so terribly wrong After years of fighting I now tire easy No more strength to be found in me Mind melts with body into something sleazy I need to kill my heart, set my body free I dare not cry, dare not show what I feel Too much underlying hurt to ever mend One constant factor throughout this ordeal Has always been my wish for the end ©dutch2lips june 3 '07

Whisper

In the cool air of the night Sun's fading, hasty in flight I'm holding you to my chest Your head, on my shoulder rests Start to whisper in your ear Soft words no other can hear Words describing the passion Making love and which fashion Love's declarations linger Move your hair with my finger My mouth closer to the shell Undertone you know too well My warm breath makes you shiver Promises make you quiver My lips are close to your head Breathe warm, lets go to our bed ©dutch2lips april 10 '08 Author's note: Not finished yet, maybe, or maybe it is, dunno :D

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