i dont know anymore i just been very depressed latey i cut my leg and burned it and took maybe 10 pills. i just dont know what to do anymore and i been sick lke i have a bad cough and headache and ive been having alot of cramps but i havent had a period since like begining of november. and im not pregrent or anything and like when i drink i like had 10 shots last night and i just get real sick and i have to take like a break cause im sick and i know its just wine and smirnoff so i dont know. and im not sure of anything. and ive been loseing things like papers and such and last weeek i hit a car the day after my parents almost got a devorce and thats when i did all that stuff was that saturday and then i went to wal mart and LOST the key to the car so i sat crying on the curb of walmart and then i retraced all my steps then i went to the front desk and they had it thank god. i just need a break from everthing.
