I am beginning to believe (doh) that, its not just sunshine and lollipos that should fill your days.
You have to have a equal balance of good and bad. Like, when that fat austrailian guy farts beside you.....bad, but not the end of the world (maybe). Bad days, and bad times....things seemingly not going well....is supposed to ....be.
When i`m down, and yup...living the glorious existance i do.....i still...get down, makes me more aware of what i`ve go, and what i need...is not always what i seem.
It sometimes drives me nutty (er) listening to how some people can`t ever see that life is more than their so called "ho hum" existance. Funny thing is...if you were not so consistantly down on your self....things would be better than you seem.
Hey...i know i don`t walk around town with a big smile, and hugging and kissin all that i run into......but....i am ....generally a happy guy. Good jobs, with lots of time for me, a roof over my head....mostly good people around me, and....fish.
Mom told me once...don`t sweat the small stuff. its true. if someone makes a comment to you....that you might not like, take it in...and evaluate it. Don`t let it consume you, and burn within your firey pit of hell.....deemed for redemption. Someone says something to you...that you don`t like...ask yourself why...and maybe if...you need to make changes.
It bugs me that some people...could have all and more...if ther just were not so damn negative all the time.
Just my thoughts at the moment......sunshine & lollipops.
2thedawn
