You know, most of you havent talked to me on the phone or in person, youve seen my photographs...you tell me im hot, im sexy, im gorgeous, im pretty, how you want to come over and do me yada, yada, yada. Im sick and tired of that, I want someone who wants to talk to me for me, not talk to me about sex......thats all any of my friends want to talk about anymore, I dont have one male friend short of the ones that are already taken like my unkie goth that dont want to talk about anything else except about all the things they can do to me and make me do in the middle of the night. Mabye Im sounding prudish or...mabye im sounding stupid to some of you guys.....but in alot of ways, Im looking for friendship, mabye Romance.....possibly, but definately friendship and sex has gotten me into nothing but trouble in the past.......I only have one person in mind right now that i want to consider ripping his clothes off because he talks to me and treats me like a lady and a friend.....and he lets me initiate the sexual stuff......but he talked to me as a friend first and got to know me.......im not going to mention his name here, but he knows who he is.......anyhow thats all im going to say right now......this may just be PMS and my depression talking.........but right now.......I dont want Don Juan.......or Rico Suave......I want the guy in a t-shirt and jeans kicking back watching an action movie with me, having a couple of beers...and just kicking back without sex on his mind.........and when ive had about four or five i may jump his bones..lmao.....but right now..I just want friends
