For those of you wondering where i've been... i spent 7 days in a hospital psych ward following an intentional overdose.
i didnt mean to kill myself, although the reality of what i went through shows that i very nearly did. i just wanted a "break" from life.
so i'm home, and still waking up at 7 like i did there. trying to do things a little differently so i dont get so overwhelmed. going to have to pick up white chips at all my meetings. talking more about my feelings. and mostly just taking it one day at a time.
oh, i'm smoking again. i fully plan to quit as soon as i get a little better stabilized. ok, a lot better stabilized.
did ya miss me?
