They stand in a line and one by one saying goodbye,some give hugs while others give scowling looks.I stand there unmoved,unsympathic I watch as they pile out one by one crying and whispering such things as "I knew this was to happen,it was only a matter of time."I am the only person there I stand at the entrance of the chapel scared to step forward unsure of what I should do or feel.Your casket is open and you look so peaceful.I stare down at your lifeless body wondering what caused you to do this,what caused you to end your life.Your lips are so pale,plump and succelent I remember kissing your lips,remember feeling the love you had for me when we touched.I will never feel that again I will never be able to lay in your arms and hear your heart beat,or have you whisper in my ear how much you love me.This was such a tradegy im still shock still expecting to wake up from this nightmare.I never got to tell you how much you meant to me,how much you changed my life or how everytime I saw or heard your voice I was afraid my heart would jump out of my chest.You always made me smile,made me feel good about myself and showed me how to love with everything I was able to give.Your were my lover,bestfriend and my soulmate I will never forget you.