heidi the terrible xDOSx's blog: "insane ramblings of me"

i'm running again

wild on a thin line

borderline mania

so profane in a memory of compromise

a condition less favorable

a feeling so unstable

hold on

baby here i fucking go again

and you never questioned why

you just never mind

my neurotic ways

i treat myself

to death

hold on

baby here i fucking go again

and this isnt a dream

this isnt me in wonderland

im not holding a piece of heaven

no i was born a bad girl

some say im still a bad girl

with my pocket full of pills

aand my body full of booze

hold on

baby here i fuckong go again

im unable to show you

the real me when im like this

hold on

baby here i fucking go again