my heart is shattered but yet it does not seem to matter,
i love you across the miles but when i lost you i lost my smile ,
as i grow old , i want a lady of my own to love and hold,
no dates no sex no female company since 2011 don't i deserve a little bit of heaven??
is it wrong to long for sex and a wife when i been alone for amajority of my life??
my heritage has known rtoyalty and loyality on four sides a king on french irish , scottisn
and even the english side the kings had queens for their brides,
is it so wrong that i want a queen for my own to sit by my side ??
a wife of my own to treat love adore and cherish to be my bride ???
alas for the sad part no matter who i give love to they leave me my heart apart
i wear my heart on a sleeve but want to believe i am not destined to be alone ...