will im out of the hospital and home for bed rest the surgery did not go as plan and the results were shitty they was hoping to save my rectum but couldnt so tbey remove it completely my stomache is all cut up with over 150 stitches and it hurts to move i hope soon i can restart chemo therpy since its been over 3 months since the last time i did chemo and i hope the cancer cells in my lungs havent spread.