"You oughta know"
I want you to know that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on your in a theater
Does she speak eloquently?
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
'Cause the love
that you gave that we made
wasn't able to make it enough for you to be
open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you
told me you'd hold me
Until you died, 'til you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite
as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to but you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how
quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
wasn't able to make it enough for you
to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, 'til you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
'Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it
Heh heh heh...Its an old song but its oh so true. Thats just to all the guys that have broken my heart, just in time for Valentines day... No I'm no longer holding any grudges...but I'm just in a goofy mood and thought it would be perfect...This time last year, I got a ring for Valentines day...hah hah that went into the trash a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time ago...hah hah.... It don't hurt anymore! I'm so fucking happy! None of the exs cross my mind hardly anymore and thats so good...I'm FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank god. I deserve so much better then that shit. Thats all the past is is Shit. Heh heh. My angel baby doll is my present and my future and she is all that matters now. Lol I love how everyone keeps telling me that if Kenny wanted back in the picture that I need to let him in. Fuck that. He isn't on the birth certificate, he isn't listed as the father, so technically he has no rights. And THANK GOD for that. Not like he would give a shit. Oh well;. One day. He'll come back one day and will try to get to know Chloe' and he will have to answer to her why " daddy didn't love her" and "why daddy didn't wanna be around her". I'm not telling her a word about him when she grows up though. Cuz I'm happy. I'm happy with my baby girl and my life. And thats all that matters. Don't like it, then fuck off.
