Hey people i know you guys wonder who is freaky? well the answer is im a girl who is in love with someone that dont see how much pain shes in. everyday i cry not because of a guy because i hurt. i never tell anyone because no one ever believes me and i want someone to notice. i might have to have number 4 surgery if im nto careful or 5 how ever many they have to do to make me better.
But this guys is the most loving guy in the world, he makes me laugh, smile and even feel important. I love him but i know it will never come to that. now i will be hurt nad in pain my whole life cause he means the world to me. Hes a great friend adn maybe even a great lover.
And i hope he reads this one day. I do love you hottie! i do but i wish you could see the pain. Well its time for this cherry to go to bed. Night night everyone!
KISSSES to everyone!!!!!!
Love,
ALex or freaky
