Crazzeebtch's blog: "Goodbye my lover...Goodbye my friend.."

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I've been the mother of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. Good-bye My Lover

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This blog is well over due..........But I am amazed at the time it has taken me to finally move on although i still think of him every day in one way or another...somehow it is just different...........I am Happy and I am satisfied with me for once........and IT"S BEEN A WHILE!!!!........My heart no longer aches and I am so ok with it......With my babies and my music and special friends and family, it has been alot easier...........He will always be a part of my life in some way.........and Kaleb will always be like my child.........and always the girls brother.....(The kids have planned all visitation...lol).......My heart has gone in a different direction..........and I always seem to fall back on what my sister in law said to me "Sometimes things fall apart, so things can fall into place" they r finally in place........... Goodbye my lover.....Goodbye my Friend................... This is my blog............