One minute the world is in front of you. The next it is gone. Life is funny that way. We go all our lives in hope to find someone we can be close to and then when we are given the chance we take it for granted and then before we know it is gone. I have felt this. Now it is to late. I never had the chance to tell him how I felt. I want to telll him I never stopped caring and now it is to late. I was scared to feel. Afraid of getting hurt. I didn't know what I wanted. Maybe it was our personalities were to similar and it was our stubborn streak or other people's meddling that kept us apart. I know this much I never lied to him and he to me. His secrets are mine till I die. I just wish.......
I miss him so much.
