right now i just hurting and struggling with so much pain/wonderin if i'm livin my life with nothin to gain/just heard some disturbing new the other day/now i'm lost for my words and got nothin to say/its been hard for a nigga like me to stay sane/just keepin to the reality of livin in vain/ where is god to help with the everyday struggle/guess my only choice is to counter with my hustle/the world consistently wants to see me fail/it either wants me in the ground or locked behind jail/the fact of the matter is that i don't give a fuck/i'll do what i gotta do for the almighty buck/cause in reality that's really all that matters/no matter how many lives we are prepared to shatter/my life and heart are broken anyway/guess i'll live my life day by day/there really is no way for me to cope/guess that's happens when u lose all hope.
cause when u lose all hope that's it/i'd give anything to feel better for just a little bit/ i'll go back to a game that's played on the street/been told i could fuck a different bitch every day of the week/i like to call this the aftermath/now that the kid is back watch out for his wrath/u don't have to be afraid of me/just be afraid for the things i see/gonna bring the light to the darkness/got a lot of power that i can harness/now it all comes out no more hidin/u can catch me in tha club or wit my homies ridin/we like to do it slow in the fuckin south/don't know what u heard but betta watch ur mouth/tired of being the quiet one and reserved/its time for me to be one that's observed/so here we go to ring in the new year/hurtin and got no hope as i switch my gears/
