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39 Year Old · Female · From Leipzig, Germany · Invited by: 66052 · Joined on July 14, 2006 · Relationship status: Open Relationship · Born on July 12th · 7 referrals joined!
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39 Year Old · Female · From Leipzig, Germany · Invited by: 66052 · Joined on July 14, 2006 · Relationship status: Open Relationship · Born on July 12th · 7 referrals joined!
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Well I forgot about this site years ago.

So alot has changed. I moved to Germany, lost nearly 200lbs and I currently work as a music journalist and designer and band manager. I am involved in the goth and black metal scenes. I am a free thinker that embraces occult and satanic Philosophies but I am no practitioner. I only find these things interesting for self empowerment.

I am fiercely independent of social constructs. I am polyamorous and bi/pansexual though I prefer relationships with men. I am not on here looking especially considering most people here are from the states. I left the US over 9 years ago. I am not patriotic though I have no hatred for the US. I just do not agree with or like the mentality, politics, and way society is. I also find the nationalism, exceptionalism and we #1 atitude arrogant and shit. Sorry but until you escape the bubble and experience life outside the states can you really its not the case.

Anyways I love my life. I travel, I meet amazing and talented individuals and have everything I need. I have a husband and a boyfriend. I have a small tight knit group of trustworthy friends, no drama, and I get closer to my goals for my body as I begin having plastic surgeries to repair my skin and make aesthetic changes to enjoy the hard work and effort I put in getting healthy.

39 Year Old · Female · From Leipzig, Germany · Invited by: 66052 · Joined on July 14, 2006 · Relationship status: Open Relationship · Born on July 12th · 7 referrals joined!
Interests
Music is the primary thing I am passionate about. Various genres of dark and extreme and avant garde music. I am at gigs, festivals and have been and getting back to being a musician.

Tattoos and piercings. I have a growing collection of body art. I love tattoos and will have much of my body tattooed after my plastic surgeries.

Alternative fashion and makeup.

Art is my second passion though it goes hand and hand with music as music is a form of art. I am talking here visual arts. I am an artist myself doing various mediums. Creativity is what drives my life. Expression and being true to myself.

I moved to the most amazing place where I can be myself and express myself. Leipzig Germany is super friendly to the goth, metal and alternative scenes. It hosts the biggest gothic gathering in the world the Wave Gotik Treffen. Its a dream come true to be living where I can be a regular part of this festival and close to other dark and alternative fests in Germany and Europe.

Travel. I am a wanderer. I settled in a place I love and call home but I still love to go to new places and revisit places I enjoy and have friends. Living in the heart of Europe allows me easy affordable access to many countries. I live 2-3 hrs from Prague, Berlin and Dresden. As I lost weight I do more sport and activities like hiking in the alps.

Music
Music being a passion of mine I could ramble on. I need to go to one of my compiled lists but I will keep it short and sweet.

Most genres of 80s, new wave, new romantic, post punk, synthpop, goth, industrial, glam rock.

Extreme metal mainly black. Some death and blackened death. Doom, symphonic, folk/pagan, gothic. Not into much mainstream stuff. I love scandinavian, greek and German black metal alot.

I love amplified history and scandinavian folk music. Wardruna, Heilung, Skald and various bands with viking and pagan themes.

I dont care for most recent pop, mainstream, hip hop, r and b and I really hate 99% country music. Johnny Cash is about as close to country I get. I love dark and weird music.
Movies
Dark and fantasy. Believe it or not Im not huge into horror and gore. I watch them but I do not find anything scary. I love fantasy and some science fiction. I love some animated series and films. Usually things based off books I enjoy. Only genre of horror I really love is vampires. Not that stupid twilight shit. Anne Rice and Bram Stoker being the best for me.

I enjoy some dumb comedy and stuff too.
Idols
I dont really idolize people. I see us all equal even if I am in awe of talent I do not get so fangirly meeting famozs people or celebrities. I will say theres artists and musicians and fictional characters I have a deep appreciation of and do influence me in some ways.

Right now to list them would require a bit more time so it may come when I have more time to waste.
Video Games
I dont waste time with ganing much. Since losing weight I hate sitting on my ass so much. Though I miss WoW and some games I do time to time play games. Last one was Assasins Creed Valhalla.

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