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Baby im sorry for what i did i cant say i have a good reason for it but i gotta let it out. Im still struggling with my grandmas death i really came to her for comfort. What have i become i still have dreams of her lettng me know shes ok but i still feel im alone without her i know its no excuse for what i did but i felt i needed to get away from reality if you could only understand its still very hard for me and i think about her everyday. Waking up from my dream hoping that she is still alive but realizing shes gone from this earth. At times ill cry to myself thinking the one who loved me the most since day one is gone *tears are falling* I just cant seem to let it go she was a part of me. Its been 3 months since that day she passed from this earth altho it feels like yesterday she was so full of life one day and then the next shes gone. I miss you so much grandma i wish you were still alive so i can say forgive me for everything bad i did and the way i treated you. It shouldnt have happened the way you left us and the people who did you wrong will pay one day. I love and miss you so much i wish god would take me in my sleep so i can be with you. That way it would end my suffering here in this earth. Im sorry baby but without her i feel alone. to tell you the truth i was aimng to get alcohol poisening alho it didnt work just leave me alone to be. i love you baby just wanted to tell you that.
