Bynar's blog: "yea, ok"

i am now gettin better with the fact that i cant be with my wife.. i am now done with tryin to get her back, she doesnt want me and i am accepting that fact.. i am now talkin with other people and its helpin me move on and leave her behind... i am better off now and in a way, i am happy.. i am still willing to help out my exwife get back on her feet, even if we cant be together, i dont want her and our boys to struggle... i will be leaving to go to basic sometime soon and once i am out, things will be eaiser with my life.. and once i get my place on post, i will start dating again.. unless i find somoene who wants to get with me before i go..i am goin to take all this one day at a time and be the loving person i am now..maybe one day i will find that special someone who will want the me who i am now.. i know things will get better so i am done with the heart broken heart of mine.. time to enjoy the freedom i have...