Just when I thought some rewards were coming my way, my fiance's car needs fixed (that's a grand) and my water heater goes out..god knows what that is gonna cost (I rent but, my landlord is in Cali) I wanna cry...I've been working my ass off and ya, shit keeps happening :( I just want to be able to pay my bills and surrive... dammit....I guess I just keep going...bills are getting paid....just late...and that means stress and I despise stress...
I'm spose to design/quote a zen garden...how in the hell am I spose to do it with my tummy this way??? O, I gotta sell my macbook to pay for the fiances car....shitty.
*sigh*
I hope you all are ok....it's not even a full moon...wtf?