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created on 02/17/2007 | http://fubar.com/general-info/b56403

posted on 10/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:10&nbs-07:00;pm

Lies
http://fubar.com/lies/b56403-1069921

You were the one,
I thought would be there forever.
You were my best friend,

Companion, Lover
Despite the drama you created.

I took your threats,
I dealt with your issues,
I was always there for you.

But, your problem?
Your problem is you don't know a friend when you see one.

A Relationship is built on many things.
Communication.
Reliability.
Compatibility.
Trust....

Your lies stabbed me in my back.
It hurt at first,
Sure.
But, still, I stood by you.
After everything
I was there.
Through every issue,
I was there.

Now, because of your lies,
I am backing off.
I have enough problems to deal with,
I don't need lies on top of it!

I'm sorry,
I truly am.
I probably shouldn't be.
I was your friend,
And it didn't bother you one bit,
To lie,
Even to steal.

Well, thanks a lot.
Once I get that knife from my back,
I might return the favor some day.

Well,
You can thank your lies,
Cause of them,
I wont be there when you cry.
Hope your happy now...
Oh, I forgot,
Your afraid to be happy.....

To my Miss, Ms. Mrs. Decietfull

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posted on 10/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:10&nbs-07:00;pm

lonely and Despair
http://fubar.com/lonely-and-despair/b56403-1069914

Despair outloud
Despair and fear
Its all despair when noone hears
My soul is screaching
It mourns you
Its like a whisper, its like a flute
The midnight fence, that holds me back
It aches my heart with metal bars
Despair is all i know
Despair its lonely yet its my home
Despair is simple, it holds 7 words
Despair
come join me
I wont Be alone

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posted on 10/08/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;11:10&nbs-07:00;am

My identity
http://fubar.com/my-identity/b56403-1069834

So lost deep inside,
Is all that makes me.
My true identity,
Is hard to see.

To my friends and family,
I’m a different me.
I have a secret identity,
Wonder if you’ll ever see.
My thoughts and actions,
Are all that makes me,
But some things I may do,
May not describe me.
Now look inside me,
If you ever feel,
like it,

I’m no-one but me,
Never hiding my identity.
Don’t say I am Liar,
Because I never showed you,
The real me.
Now please,
Just take a look at me
Try to see the real me.
I’m no-one but,
my real identity.
Look at the real me,
Inside me.

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posted on 10/07/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;08:10&nbs-07:00;pm

alone as usual
http://fubar.com/alone-as-usual/b56403-1069637

My breath is void of oxygen My heart a scribble without rythm I don't know what I'm doing Or what I should have done I need someone to hold Instead of only one I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, The panic sets in As darkness becomes my comfort zone This tired soul is stuck here all alone Wondering what he has done to turn them all away The reason for his lonliness Only he can say I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, These walls are crushing me tonight A stagnant shallow pool of blood and flesh and tears Where no one wants to go Where I swims in all my fears I don't want to be alone, I am alone, Things will never change.

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posted on 10/07/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:10&nbs-07:00;pm

Relationships what helps it thrive !
http://fubar.com/relationships-what-helps-it-thrive/b56403-1069578

This might sound overly simplistic, but the success of a long-
term relationship has everything to do with how much fun you
have together. Do you laugh together? Do you ask how his/her
day went? Are you genuinely interested in one another? It's
easy to get into a habit of overlooking common courtesies,
but the more goodwill you establish, especially over time,
the better. This might all sound like common sense, but there
are plenty of couples who DON'T care about their partner's
day and who neglect to listen to one another. Play. Have fun.
Do it like the relationship depends on it. And never, ever
forget the importance of kindness.

This sense of goodwill and loving atmosphere will make it
easier for a couple to broach touchy subjects. If you have a
bond of trust, you inherently know your partner's intentions,
thereby decreasing the need for defensiveness (remember, the
latter was one of the signs for trouble). For instance,
comments from others that might make your bristle might not
necessarily mean World War III with your partner because there
is no ill will. When you foster a pattern of consistency,
safety, and stability, you simultaneously create a sense of
"we're in this together." And that's exactly where you want
to be.

Be quick to forgive and quicker to apologize. After all, this
is not a competition. You ARE on the same side, and let's
face it, if one person isn't happy, the other probably isn't
either. I'm not trying to use all cliches here, but you know
in your heart it's not about keeping score. So what if he
occasionally forgets to do something you asked or if she did
not do a task to your standards? If you keep track of all the
little things, eventually they will turn into insurmountable
walls based on...well, a whole lot of nothing.

The point is, sometimes we have to just let things go. How
do you know the difference? In the midst of an argument, or
better yet, BEFORE one begins, ask yourself if the issue will
matter in five weeks, five months, or five years. It should
allow you to put things in perspective so you can get back to
the important things like loving each other...and making out
under the mistletoe.

thats my observations let me know what ya think .