Tonight is one of my best friends 21st birthday. We are going out shortly, which I can't believe I am going out on a Monday night since I have a 14 hour work day tomorrow but oh well. I never do anything anymore. All my co-workers say I am a "waste of a 21 year old," since I act like such an old lady nowadays. That's ok. I'm pre-gaming a little bit though for two reasons. A.) To save a little money and B.) to calm my nerves. I think I have a very MILD case of social anxiety. I don't always feel comfortable going to places like bars and such, but I will still go out and do it. It's nothing too serious, but slightly annoying. Oh well, 45 minutes til I leave.